Settling in

Nash and I had our first official get-together as a couple. I can't say it was a total success nor was it a bust. Marty looked so uncomfortable the entire time while Miles looked blissfully happy--and totally clueless.  He normally seems a little out of it--a tad too idealistic and hopeful to the point of being unrealistic, but I still think underneath, he has a good heart. He just hasn't been out in the "real world" that much. But why was Marty so uncomfortable, like she was going to jump out of her skin? Something tells me there's another reason why she married Miles and it's not because she's in love with him. I hope she'll eventually feel comfortable enough to tell me.

Speaking of comfortable, I am surprised how easy it's been to settle into life with Nash on the vineyard. I'm not totally able to help him out like I want to since taking care of Bree uses all of my energy, but this is totally my home. My recovery has been pretty simple; it's just that I'm impatient because I thought I would be gaining more strength right now. Instead, I feel winded most of the time. Nash tells me I just had major surgery, so I shouldn't push myself, but I can't help it! I'm eager to start my new life -- my real, great, new life, one free of doubts and conflicts. And by the way, it's still Bree Buchanan, not Brennan Brennan. *smile*

Comments

[Kristin]

Jess,
Stay clear of Miles he is a chip right off the old block (definately a Lawrence)! And take it easy Nash is right you just had major surgery.

[Angela]

Jess,
Miles dosen't have a good heart he is just like Spencer Truman. He is the one who is responsible of your Uncle Todd being stabbed and disappering. He had a guy named Hunter stab your uncle todd. Your Uncle Todd is in Marty's storage room. Miles has him down there and has him sedated. He is also trying to convince cole to kill him. Please tell Blair and your Uncle Bo where your Uncle Todd is before it's to late.

[Kelly]

Jess, you are WRONG about Miles being a good guy!! KEEP Bree away from that monster. Talk to Marty whe she is at work and Miles can not interupt at all. Nash is right it takes time to get back to full energy. Besides chasing after a one year old takes a lot of energy to do it. RELAX!

[Jazz]

That was real cute, the whole issue about Bree's name. You should definitely change her name so she won't be the only Buchanan in the family. Keep Bree as a nickname though, wouldn't want to confuse the little girl.

[Kristina]

It's good you still have your reporter's instincts! Just don't do any investigating until you're completely well, OK?

.....You know, Jess, "Bree Brennan" is also a very pretty name..... :)

[Patty in Arkansas]

Hi Jessica, I think you are beautiful and I have always loved your character, but i have to tell you sweetheart that i think you made a Big mistake by giving up Antonio for Nash. I think there is something about him (Nash) that is still waiting to surface, and i am afraid it will break your heart. I don't know, that is just a guess. Of course i have always loved Antonio,and i really don't get where some of the letters to you are saying that he didn't love you, and he was the cause of all your problems. I just don't think that is true. You two have always had a special relationship. I am glad you are still going to call your little girl Bree. That sounds alot better than Brennan Brennan. Waiting to see, but i still think that something will surface concerning Nash, but i also think it is going to happen too late for you and Antonio. I am just a Jess-Antonio fan!

[Megan]

Miles isn't the guy you think he is. I know you like to see the best is everyone, especially your uncle, but he is seriously bad news. Marty married him because he blackmailed her. She hates him and is making it completly obvious. Whether or not she'll ever tell you what Miles blackmailed her for is another story. I'm glad you are adjusting to your new life and I am very happy for you. Nash is right take it easy and enjoy your life.

[back@ya:)]

I personally was never worried about "Brennan Brennan"; I wish you would have her keep her REAL name: Brennan Buchanan. Because, Jessica Buchanan, Brennan was a part of Tess&Nash-the Brennan part of her name-AND she is a part of the old Jess Buchanan- the Buchanan part of her name....sooo, regardless if you get married or not(which btw i think is smart of you to take it slowly) Brennan can still have her name that her mother Tess gave her and the last name of her new&whole mother now. She will always be a part of Nash because of her first name Brennan; and she will always be a part of you because of her last name Buchanan. My request is: PLEASE let her name be Brennan Buchanan, NOT Brennan Brennan OR Bree Buchanan....!!!

[anonymous]

i thought it was Brennan Buchanan..?