A Little Sedated
Dr. J gave me a sedative so I could sleep. I didn't want it, but of course, I have absolutely no say in this house. Now I'm groggy and trying to focus...and my worst fear is coming true! I told Nash the reason I didn't want to come back was because Jessica's family is trying to kill me--they want me to go away and never come back so that they can get their hands on my baby. Nash is determined to prove the family wrong...he's convinced I'm the dominant personality...that we'll still have our dream of us together with our baby in Napa--happy forever. I don't know how long I can believe in his unwavering optimism. If stuff like this continues: Clint calling Jamison; Jamison giving me a sedative when I don't want any of it; Kevin grilling me because he's all sore he wasn't in the "family loop" (which has nothing to do with me); Kelly being snippy about me and the baby's safety; and don't forget Dorian hanging out like she's some dog after a bone...well, I'm out of here. I'm sick of no one listening to me. Well, if they ever want see this baby, then they better start listening to me and what I want!
Tess, I don't like that they sedated you either, against your wishes. Just please try to stay calm for your baby's sake.
I do think Clint loves you too. You can count on him and Nash.
Posted by: Diane | February 20, 2006 at 09:21 PM
I agree with Nash that you ARE the dominant personality. In fact, ever since you came along, I tend to forget that Jessica ever existed. I'm all for integration, but I hope you get control of at least 60 percent of Jessica's body. Hang in there! It'll get better. You can trust Nash and Clint to help you.
Posted by: Tess fan | February 21, 2006 at 12:07 AM
Tess,
Believe it or not your family loves you very much and only wants the best for you. They want you and your baby safe. No matter what happens as long as you have Nash by your side, you will be fine!! He will never leave you.
Josie
Posted by: Josie | February 21, 2006 at 05:51 AM
Maybe you should think Nash is doing what he feels is best for you and the baby. Nash would never indanger you or the baby, he loves you! Suppose for one moment he is doing this to make the Buchanan family realize you are the strong personality. No offense but I think if you and Jessica merged the combination would make one hell of a woman, in which no man could stop. Don't use the baby as a bargaining tool though, he/she is an inocent in all this! Tess think of the possibilities you would have if you and Jess merged. Unstopable, powerful, and one hell of a person!
Posted by: Krystal | February 21, 2006 at 05:57 AM
Tess, I really think you should calm down and listen to Nash. He really loves you and wants what is best. You can integrate and still be the dominate personality. With Nash by your side you two can have everything you want. Avoid Antonio at all costs.
Posted by: Holly | February 21, 2006 at 06:41 AM
Why in the workd would they give a pregnant woman a seditive? Hang in there! Nash will never leave and never let them hurt you!
Posted by: Tess | February 21, 2006 at 07:33 AM
Tess, my dear, I think you can count on Clint and Nash totally being on your side. The others I'm a bit iffy about. But anyways, stay strong Tess. At least the sedative they gave you should help you get some rest which is important for you and your baby.
Posted by: Kavin | February 21, 2006 at 07:52 AM
Tess, stop with the drama! I know for a fact that they are not trying to kill you. They wanna help you get through this, and they don't wanna take your baby they wanna help your baby. So do me a favor stop acting like a spoiled brat!
Posted by: Brittany | February 21, 2006 at 07:55 AM
Tess, we love you. You won the heart of many people cause you are REAL. We're supporting you Tess. You and Nash are hot. I love it when you called him "Big Boy" hahaha. You really have a strong backbone. I love it when you are soooooooooo strong.
Love,
Geraldine
Posted by: Geraldine | February 21, 2006 at 10:34 AM
hey gurl i know your all about living in the moment and partying and leaving landview but just listen to nash after all you are the dominant personality nash knows what is best for yalls baby so just chill and be calm until you, nash and the baby is in ca finally!
Posted by: #1 tess fan | February 21, 2006 at 12:03 PM
Tess, i think you should calm down and take better care of youself for the baby's sake.You should have not gone with Nikki and clint really does love you.
Posted by: Lindsey | February 21, 2006 at 12:10 PM
Believe in Nash's love for you. He has proved how much he loves you time and time again. I also think that Clint does love you, give him a chance to get to know you better.
Just keep your distance from Antonio.
Posted by: Another Tess Fan | February 21, 2006 at 12:30 PM
Tess, have you really stopped to think that this baby might not be Nash's and really Antonio's? So then what, you start playing house with Antonio and the next thing you know...you are his!
I really don't blame you though, both guy are gorgeous!
Posted by: Liz | February 21, 2006 at 12:44 PM
OMG i love you you r my favorite charicter i hope everything works out for you and nash. I want to meet you some day cause i just met JP (Rex)well good luck.
Your biggest fan,
Paige Age 12
Posted by: Paige | February 21, 2006 at 01:51 PM
Tess,
Everyone seems to be telling you to chill. But how your reacting is totally normal and fair. It is your life to and you should be able to do whatever you want. If your family gave you more options then you would totally feel at more ease, right? Until this baby comes your just gonna have to wait and see what happens. It does stink but Antonio does have a say, as much as Nash does. That's even hard for me to say since life would be easier if Antonio would just fall off a cliff!
Posted by: Candace | February 21, 2006 at 02:05 PM
Tess, you have a great guy in Nash. You don't see all that we see. The only reason he has feelings for Jessica is because she is a part of you, and because he loves the baby growing inside her. But when you take over, his face lights up and he can't stop smiling. You and he are so much better together than Jessica and Antonio. And Clint really loves you, more than you will ever realize.
Posted by: Barbara | February 21, 2006 at 02:14 PM
Tess,
Nash and your family love you and wants whats best for you,I don't think that they should have given you a sedative against your will, but once your intergrated, then you and nash will have your dream
Posted by: jessica | February 21, 2006 at 02:45 PM
You know I like Jess, but this Tess chic is just awesome but mean and very self centered, I wish Jessica would just come back and Tess will stay away, after all Antonio has put a lot on the line for that brat and they belong together, tess needs to grow up and faced the fact that she's not real and Jess needs to get strong for her baby, You 2 gals need to figure out who you want to be and get it TOGETHER quick.
Posted by: Misha | February 21, 2006 at 03:18 PM
Nash all the way, Antonio is a dope!!!!!
Posted by: | February 21, 2006 at 04:51 PM
Tess, I know things sre hard right now all will work out for the best. I like Jessica but I hope you and Nash win.
Posted by: Angela | February 21, 2006 at 05:48 PM
Hey Tess, Jess is uncool: it is kind of funny that you got sedated! Dr: J is a loser, he should sedate Antonio instead!
From J and T (Jenn and Tiff)
Posted by: Tiff | February 21, 2006 at 06:44 PM
Tess/Jess
You should be thinking baby shower not about who you are.
Posted by: i had my first child @ 25, my daughter is having her first @ 25 | February 21, 2006 at 08:28 PM
tess please just tell everyone the secret so jess and antonio can be happy with there baby!
Posted by: chummy | February 21, 2006 at 10:58 PM
Tess,
I think you can trust Nash and Clint. I don't think you have to worry about Jessica, she is a wimp and hopefully will never come back. She and Antonio are so boring, if it wasn't for you I would not even watch OLTL. Antonio needs to move on and leave you and Nash alone to live your lives with your baby.
Posted by: Melissa | February 21, 2006 at 11:49 PM
tess,i hope every thing goes good for you.you are my favorite charicter.
Posted by: kristin | February 22, 2006 at 07:59 AM