One Life To Live: Split Reflections

Start up

I don't know why I was worried about Nash's start up campaign for the winery. Everything is going well--I feel a little silly for being concerned in the first place. It's been so fun working with Cristian to get the right look for the new labels. I'm so glad Nash sees the artistry in Cris that I do. And how awesome is it that Sarah and Nash get along so well? When Nash first came around, my family was none too pleased with him, understandably since I was Tess some days, Jessica on others. So it really makes me happy to see any member of my family embrace him. I can't believe I was jealous even for a second!

I'm so proud of Nash. Today I was reminded that life really does move on ... seeing Jamie was a rare treat and I think I'm starting to make some progress with Carlotta. I know nothing can erase the past, but at least we have the future to shape.

Never mix friends with business

Grandpa always told me never to go into business with friends. At the time, I thought he was just being his ruthless corporate self, but I'm learning the hard way that he was right. Working with Cristian on the winery labels, while Sarah works closely with Nash is creating surprising tension--even in me! Cris is my good friend--we go back a long time, and Sarah is my cousin and Nash is the love of my life. There shouldn't be any tension or jealousy or awkwardness. Yet, Nash was all hot and bothered when I wanted to return to the police station to bail Cristian out. I'm only doing what any good friend would do, but he doesn't see it that way. Not that I'm not proud of Nash for making the winery into something bigger, because I really am, but I feel like this is yet another indication that he --and by some extension, me--are in over our heads. I almost long for the time when I was Tess in Napa with Nash, just he and me against the world, making our little wine together.

Friends, Lovers, Family and Husbands

Antonio's really hurting, so I gave him a free pass today when he insinuated that I shouldn't trust Nash with Sarah. Which is completely ridiculous because Sarah is my cousin, she loves Cristian and Nash is totally devoted to our family. I know I shouldn't let Antonio's words get under my skin, but a part of me can't help it ... he was my husband and a very good friend. His words still carry a lot of weight with me. So does Cristian's ... Cris and I managed to become good friends after our romance. I hope to say the same someday of Antonio and me. I know I shouldn't be jealous, but Antonio's words were ringing in my ear when I saw how buddy-buddy Sarah and Nash have become ...

Sticky situations

I could be bothered by the fact that Sarah saw Nash in his boxers ... or I could be super glad that Nash is coming home today. I think I'll go for the latter. I'm so happy he's returning; not even that stupid article Todd printed about Dad and Uncle Bo can bring me down. Sure, it annoys me and I'm going to get to the bottom of it, but who is going to take it seriously? First of all, the article has all these unnamed sources, which pretty much translates into "make believe" and second, business is business. Dad will do whatever he needs to do, but the difference is that he has a heart. It's a sticky situation. And speaking of which ... Antonio. I wanted to make sure he was okay ... I know this is like the pot calling the kettle black, but despite everything, I still care about him. I know I look like a hypocrite, but the past is the past. All I can do it focus on the future. 

Cristian's art

With Nash away in Napa, there are a ton of things I need to take care of, in addition to Bree. Nash asked me to review Cristian's artwork for the new labels and I have to say they are fantastic. I think they embody exactly the spirit and image that Nash wanted. I'm so proud of Nash; the winery is really booming. It really is his passion and I am happy to help him any way I can.